my baby gary buy a laptop for me..

i got my new own laptop...so excited to hear it...its was gift from my bf...baby gary thanks....lov u much....this is second gift u gave me.......

SUNdAyS ShUNsHiNeInGs

tuday in da early of the morning....i was sleeping...and my 3 brother cum over ass home...i was awoke n surprise they ody in here...n i didnt wear any short pants...hahah so funny ...then go wash my face...we get gone to get our breakfast at inanam name kim heng ling a new shop at inanam eat sheng rou mian...heheh after we was boring we go kk long kai lols....n we having so much talking fun-ing hahah...then i was jz keep taking pic with my MR aSS....i have a lovely pic then i was so happy about it...and after tat...i also had a bad mood becouse i got a fight with my brother which is frens at kolombong zai name lamdai...i was so sad...bcoz his gf forcing my bf to join them at 1 borneo...even my bf keep trying too reject them then i was piss off then i go talk with the gurl....and scold her then ...im so satisfied then ...but after then im cool down dy...then we go kbox amp at suria singing....i didnt realise that MR ASS sing a song he got a nice voice but enuf put on feeling to the song exactly also...but it  is make me so love him very much...bcoz the 1 thing i never saw him a special things in himself by then...so muc more my bro khun was sleeping at ther bcoz too tired and high hahaha so happt to see him like tat...and eden pula haish keep singging but his voice is not bad also...it queit nice to heard it...i luve them muac..^^

A GoOd tHiNgS HaPeND ON 21 JUNE 2011

so in this date is the day a good things happened for both of us...

we falling in for each other,i never can be feel like this b4..so started my new journey...and may god bless me n ass for so long...lv its^^

my nEw bAbY GaRy wAs bOrN To me

A GoOd tHiNgS HaPeND ON 21 JUNE 2011-2nd stry

 at in da bad-ing mood..coz of MR L..at the early morning i find mr ass again...coz i was so fannnnn....shiting bullshit og mood around me...so  i go find him again loh...hahah dunno y he is ny fren but i feel so cumfort with him n can depress all my tension..hahah....

FOR 1 month we jz keep contaat each other...then make me biasa with him hahah...then everyday find him loh....then beside hang out with bro khun n bro eden hahah...so much fun us indeed...for 1 nite..me n ass get bii..n suden we had a kiss...then stop a while coz feel weird haha....n after tat...1 day i feel so ji mo..then i get play around with bro...i said'cum we couple u want mah...beside both of us single...hahah said me to him...then he replied'as u like hahah beside im single too....gosh i said can we eill get be then.he said....we can try then hahah...coz we not really have feeling each other by tat time...

then day after day we keep goin then...then after we tell my bro which is eden n khun...hahah they laugh n dun believe at all...so we keep try prove to them...but when the time we trying proving them tat times...we got da feel damn..hahahah

A GoOd tHiNgS HaPeND ON 21 JUNE 2011

THIS DAY UNEXPECTFULLY HAPPENED...

i was playing around with 1 friends its mean also my bro kolombong zai one of them.name ass..haha funny name..we known each other for 5-6 years as a heng tai relationship....by tat time...i was single and still have a problem with MR L...so i jz keep finding one of my bro which is ass...then i felt alone...so i go find him...bcoz he is the only 1 bro tat acc me as well.........everyday also find him for liao loh....it is quiet fun also with him bcoz he try to make fun for all the time with me...hahah

day after day♥♥♥

i had fight with my laopo....

mybe we both had a hard time becouse we dun a job dun have money or lessing money

she is talking bullshit all the time with me

myb she also had a bad condition mood also so i jz ignore it

but what i knw we had a really bad quarrel everytime we try to talk each other

but after then i saw a lot of posting of she had in her walls...thats make me knw what is goin on

she said she thanks to her classmater for bringing her a gud ways..

thats make me feel like im bringging her to the wrong ways..

thats her decision then...

i ody try to talk nicely to her...but she keeps on lc to...

she keep on tell me dun to make her tension but actually is not...

wat im trying to do is care her wat...is tat a problem for frens to care..

ok never mine after then i juz fade up...i jz let her go.....see wat happen then

3-4-5-6 JuNe wHaT Is hApEnInG BoTh of Us

The second day which is 3 june,we didnt meet each other for 1 whole day....so there is no story bout us...but what i knw i miss him so much...insanely.after next day...at nite i on leave jobs..so we re goin to haha bar...bcoz 1 of frens bday name francis...that nite im truely so happening with them...ecspecially we playing the kissing tissue haha with 1 of frens name ah fung...so funny the games...for one whole night in ther he hugging me tightly is like im not gonna go anywer...buts anyway i feel so warm n so thats it...after that im goin to slept over nite in his house which is dangerous place for me...bcoz of his parents cant let them knw by nw...its not the right timing for us to...then in the next morning we woke up early by morning at 12pm around like that...we get ready to take breakfast with  after picking up his friends name ming cai...which stay nearly his house only..then we taking our breakfast at taipan ter....after that we continue our journey goin to my lovely ljp workshop...for helping ming zai pipeping the hose  some parts of ming cai car.....after that ah kun n cfut then reachly ther for tooking look around coz they got nutin to do...and me i was surfing internet ther with using ljp handphone surfing internet.....got once his ex calling...then ii told him to pick on it...he ignore me n said to me jz ignore...feel so confusing on him...is it he can let go his gf...anyway i jz leave it an dun care at all...after they done their pipeping..we finish stop n go from his workplace after that i think he is hungry...then he decide to go pizzahut eatnig...when we reach there...it was badly raining by the time hahah..haha we got wet from raining then its ok lah...we jz continue goin in to the pizzahut....we take order then eat with fully and so happy jz like friends.....after that i told him i want him stay at my home to get rest..then he said he wants to take bath 1st ok...i said...then i jz waitng him outside in the car..waitng him finish then we straightly go back my home....then my turn to take my shower yeahh so happy atlast i can take my bath....while then he taking his rest at my bed while watching muvie...then i finish taked shower...i jz goin to sleep...we go sleep lols until 12 am...gosh make me cant sleep until i have to do my blogs then....by the way miss him much here.....

TODAYS ITS THE STARTER 02062011

this date is the insane day for me......lan jiu pat gen wo biao pai....which the guy i always talk is him.... we both have to start again journey....so insanely...but today didnt gone smoothly..i almost dulan him coz i duno y i cant accept him 1stly,coz i feel he want me to be his gf jz wana replacing me with his ex...mybe thats make cant accept him 1stly.....but after he gave the reaction make me think opposite again...sucks..make me sooo confusing....i like him very much soo soo soo much...but im also soo soo soo scare him gosh......i dunno what is happening?..i jz want,he to give me 1stly reaction lah...the problem is im still want face i dunno y....so i jz leave it on...i jz take it he already be my boy for this date coz he want me also to be his gf....so im nw jz it be...see what will hapen soon....IMUILY this words is begining to give him  from.....miss him now awwwhhh shitt.....huhuhuim still unhappy dunno y.......^^^^mybe im crazy or sot dy....so i dun care lah...jz let the god arrange who i should be n what...

wat a shocked day

I was sleeping at by time...i got wake a while for checking out my phone wheater he got send msge or call me...but dun have any...so sad;-(...then nvm lah i jz go sleep back again....after that he calls me....he call me ask me to on my fon...i feel weird then i go switch on...i wait for the msge...then msge coming...the msge from him saying that he wants me to be his girlfriends....gosh i said...wat hapen...i told him do you have do the right decide...he said he like me when being be with me...but im still didnt can accept him i dunno y...its too fast for me...n think he too over acting...so j z told him i give him until nite time to tell me again....so i jz lets wait until nite what the decision will for us....i miss u...its raining day again...so comfortable to resting..^^

29-31 may

starter from that day...i had been trying to feel to be with l....he is so nice..but im still not understanding i want him but i dunt want him also...its gonna make me crazy lolx...the feeling sooo complicated...i had been in da sandakan with him...im so happy to be with him...but im still a bit akward with him coz he is not my bf at all actually even he is single nw....i dunno y....

MISS U UNTIL I DULAN^^so funny hehe

today i miss u so much....but u make me so miss u until i dulan le...i dunno wat happen to you...but what i know u re having bad condition mood as i know cos i also had same condition with u....i started miss thats mean i started too put hope on u...but i think we both cant make it..coz i can see that u still luv ur gf as muc like i do lv my own men...after he said we jz go each other journey that day...i already knw what will happen...so thats i jz accepting what happen...i can do it...y re u cant do it then....if u can continue with yah gf i also can understand...jz stop putting hope on me....bcoz i already fade up on luv to guy....even u fade up with ur lv with ur gf...i cant say anything also...coz we re cant be happen together...if we re together there is alot troble will happen on our arround friend...so its better we keeping like this .....tomorrow is the day we start handling our feeling each other...so jz let the god arrange what will happen...hope i dun get to much trouble then.....bcoz i dun wanna have a bad situation like last time....its ok i jz hope we can be friend...be my buddy lols....coz i also dun really like u...for me u too young for me.....^^

3 days dy;-(

its almost 3 days already,i didnt find him,yesterday he got msge me,for saying a g9 for....i feel so lovely by at the moment......but i jz stunning think back what he have done for me b4...i feel so hurt...so while i jz forget it....i miss him much actually...but i jz hypocrite for nothing hapen on me...what i knw i jz keeping ignoring him...thats is the moment i feel so suffer...i cant think what actually what i want....i miss him but keep far away from him..can some body tell me what happen exactly...what should i do....my god plase give me a strength to go through this kind of journey....i hate it when i love some1 but hurting by some1 u love also....especially my father...the feeling is the same.....nevermine i m now jz keeping my selp independents...stop thinking of what love....i hope can do it then....

the days is coming......

the days is today...which is on 13/5/2011....

i was break with some1 i love the most......

its a breakable hearts for....finally lose the one that i love the most..

hope he would have a nice day without me...also will miss me one day.

he is treating me like this....by this moment i really miss him so so much...

he is the one will love me without showed it up...but he also the one treathening with a really cooled blooded to me....i knw he still love me in his deep inside his hearts...we have a forcing situation too leave each other...we cant stand each other atitud because we have different stlye....we had a bad tempreture...if we still go on...we not available to change anything coz we re born in different condition in this world...so thats the only way we have to get through..now he started not to pick up my fon....it make me so hurt myself for passioning my miss for him...nw the nite coming i keep on calling him....but him...never answer my calls...my hearts is hurt hurts then.we had a bad crush on our breaking relationship that i think other people dun have..so i better just keep goin...i hope i can get through this relationship....i lve him so much that i never lv other like this....

WHAT a TiReD DaY......

today i got sick of hot day....so pity to my laopo also sick for fews day...
one whole day im repairing my mini cooper car at ljp kilang...n boored
and so pity on him also,the day so hot but he help me doin the car......until nw he jz arrived his home...he will be so tired i think...but i dunno y m i so feeling weird arh tuday...i got nuthing feeling on him and also feel scare on him,y is like that arh...is it i got problem...im so scare to lose this guy but i also dun want this guy y is it arhhhhggg so confusing headache coming over nw im alone at home and so miss this guy but also feel so tired to miss him also y like that,by the way my bf sms me jz nw i feel so relaxing n im so happy,so that i knw who i love then,but still bikinpanas also lah coz he also tired call me go shop take care...wat the damnmit...haishh if lah my bf will care me i wont go out and play around on guy anywer....but hope dun blame me also coz im not chasing them also..they cuming by themself also...ok then jz play thenn its only a game.....1st is stanley,2nd is sayang,3th is ljp...haish i also dunno what is goin on my feeling then.....hope next tyme i would be gud thennn

i had wonderful tyme lately

has a guy that i had been hated for long tyme ago

coz he so lin c last tyme..

but after that means in this year on march we hang out around for a while that i know who was him

actually he is so sweet sweet guy that i met...

he is so cute n adorable guy....he give a time that my bf never done to me..

he always a romance guy that u also would even try to know...

this few months he company me all the time to time...and its give me more love to knowing whats ins this worlds.

but so sad he also had gf already so thats no chance to be with him either..that calls wrong timing for we to get through together...he told me that his gf mightbe not coming back to visit him in here...thats make me think that why his gf being so unaprreciate to him...if me...my bf not coming to visit me that i had been so missing him...i would think that he maybe not loving me anymore...but what can i do.....

ok back to the sweet guys,,,,i jz finish companying him for 1 whole nites...that make me realise that he is that one guy really need a love from around on him especially his girlfriend....but nothing he can do if his girlfriend want to do like that...we don't know also what make his girlfreind think like.....

anyway i jz hope until when and what i can stay this lovely time with him....^^

Today is a moody day

what the fuck that girl..

what i've done to u actually..

is it wrong i find my own bestfriend in kolombong..

u dun have that power to control me to meet him or not..

he is my 1st freinds in my life ever....

who re u to disturb our relationship..

i've been good to you to leave my freinds didnt find him at all...

i have already passion to u....

u re his gf...then how lah...im his brother sister gf bf also gat the feel...

we re close fren and u cant breaks,,,so better shut u mouth dun find problem with me....

im so hot with my problem and u want find problem with me...

re u crazy.......but its nvmlah...atleast my frends liaw chian lii will treat me a gud freind im so happy also...and the girls so lucky to have a bf like my bestfriend.....she not aprrecite..then she got to get lose and lili will say bye bye to herrrr.....

ISHHHHHHH BIKIN PANAS BETUL OHHH~~~~~~~

had crush with one person...

We know each other on 6/11/2010
we him sayang..n my bestie call him darling...
we love him we care him because he is interesting guys...
he is to nice until we cant say whats a bad in himself...
he is our supporter in work and always help us is like backbone for our body...
thats whats we also dont like because he is to nice with his x...name SC.....
i really dun like at all that girls bcoz she didnt even appriciate what a guys in front of her...what a suck gurl....jz get lose from our sayang life then.......i miss him so much even we cant be together..because of condition at work and situation friends also...so disapointed

meet some1 interesting

our lovely supervisor..name bryan soo ket vui....he is nice person...me n yuki really like him...but he like me soooo much....by that time i also like him muc....he is cute n lovelable person...