3 days dy;-(

its almost 3 days already,i didnt find him,yesterday he got msge me,for saying a g9 for....i feel so lovely by at the moment......but i jz stunning think back what he have done for me b4...i feel so hurt...so while i jz forget it....i miss him much actually...but i jz hypocrite for nothing hapen on me...what i knw i jz keeping ignoring him...thats is the moment i feel so suffer...i cant think what actually what i want....i miss him but keep far away from him..can some body tell me what happen exactly...what should i do....my god plase give me a strength to go through this kind of journey....i hate it when i love some1 but hurting by some1 u love also....especially my father...the feeling is the same.....nevermine i m now jz keeping my selp independents...stop thinking of what love....i hope can do it then....