TODAYS ITS THE STARTER 02062011

this date is the insane day for me......lan jiu pat gen wo biao pai....which the guy i always talk is him.... we both have to start again journey....so insanely...but today didnt gone smoothly..i almost dulan him coz i duno y i cant accept him 1stly,coz i feel he want me to be his gf jz wana replacing me with his ex...mybe thats make cant accept him 1stly.....but after he gave the reaction make me think opposite again...sucks..make me sooo confusing....i like him very much soo soo soo much...but im also soo soo soo scare him gosh......i dunno what is happening?..i jz want,he to give me 1stly reaction lah...the problem is im still want face i dunno y....so i jz leave it on...i jz take it he already be my boy for this date coz he want me also to be his gf....so im nw jz it be...see what will hapen soon....IMUILY this words is begining to give him  from.....miss him now awwwhhh shitt.....huhuhuim still unhappy dunno y.......^^^^mybe im crazy or sot dy....so i dun care lah...jz let the god arrange who i should be n what...

wat a shocked day

I was sleeping at by time...i got wake a while for checking out my phone wheater he got send msge or call me...but dun have any...so sad;-(...then nvm lah i jz go sleep back again....after that he calls me....he call me ask me to on my fon...i feel weird then i go switch on...i wait for the msge...then msge coming...the msge from him saying that he wants me to be his girlfriends....gosh i said...wat hapen...i told him do you have do the right decide...he said he like me when being be with me...but im still didnt can accept him i dunno y...its too fast for me...n think he too over acting...so j z told him i give him until nite time to tell me again....so i jz lets wait until nite what the decision will for us....i miss u...its raining day again...so comfortable to resting..^^