29-31 may

starter from that day...i had been trying to feel to be with l....he is so nice..but im still not understanding i want him but i dunt want him also...its gonna make me crazy lolx...the feeling sooo complicated...i had been in da sandakan with him...im so happy to be with him...but im still a bit akward with him coz he is not my bf at all actually even he is single nw....i dunno y....

MISS U UNTIL I DULAN^^so funny hehe

today i miss u so much....but u make me so miss u until i dulan le...i dunno wat happen to you...but what i know u re having bad condition mood as i know cos i also had same condition with u....i started miss thats mean i started too put hope on u...but i think we both cant make it..coz i can see that u still luv ur gf as muc like i do lv my own men...after he said we jz go each other journey that day...i already knw what will happen...so thats i jz accepting what happen...i can do it...y re u cant do it then....if u can continue with yah gf i also can understand...jz stop putting hope on me....bcoz i already fade up on luv to guy....even u fade up with ur lv with ur gf...i cant say anything also...coz we re cant be happen together...if we re together there is alot troble will happen on our arround friend...so its better we keeping like this .....tomorrow is the day we start handling our feeling each other...so jz let the god arrange what will happen...hope i dun get to much trouble then.....bcoz i dun wanna have a bad situation like last time....its ok i jz hope we can be friend...be my buddy lols....coz i also dun really like u...for me u too young for me.....^^

3 days dy;-(

its almost 3 days already,i didnt find him,yesterday he got msge me,for saying a g9 for....i feel so lovely by at the moment......but i jz stunning think back what he have done for me b4...i feel so hurt...so while i jz forget it....i miss him much actually...but i jz hypocrite for nothing hapen on me...what i knw i jz keeping ignoring him...thats is the moment i feel so suffer...i cant think what actually what i want....i miss him but keep far away from him..can some body tell me what happen exactly...what should i do....my god plase give me a strength to go through this kind of journey....i hate it when i love some1 but hurting by some1 u love also....especially my father...the feeling is the same.....nevermine i m now jz keeping my selp independents...stop thinking of what love....i hope can do it then....

the days is coming......

the days is today...which is on 13/5/2011....

i was break with some1 i love the most......

its a breakable hearts for....finally lose the one that i love the most..

hope he would have a nice day without me...also will miss me one day.

he is treating me like this....by this moment i really miss him so so much...

he is the one will love me without showed it up...but he also the one treathening with a really cooled blooded to me....i knw he still love me in his deep inside his hearts...we have a forcing situation too leave each other...we cant stand each other atitud because we have different stlye....we had a bad tempreture...if we still go on...we not available to change anything coz we re born in different condition in this world...so thats the only way we have to get through..now he started not to pick up my fon....it make me so hurt myself for passioning my miss for him...nw the nite coming i keep on calling him....but him...never answer my calls...my hearts is hurt hurts then.we had a bad crush on our breaking relationship that i think other people dun have..so i better just keep goin...i hope i can get through this relationship....i lve him so much that i never lv other like this....

WHAT a TiReD DaY......

today i got sick of hot day....so pity to my laopo also sick for fews day...
one whole day im repairing my mini cooper car at ljp kilang...n boored
and so pity on him also,the day so hot but he help me doin the car......until nw he jz arrived his home...he will be so tired i think...but i dunno y m i so feeling weird arh tuday...i got nuthing feeling on him and also feel scare on him,y is like that arh...is it i got problem...im so scare to lose this guy but i also dun want this guy y is it arhhhhggg so confusing headache coming over nw im alone at home and so miss this guy but also feel so tired to miss him also y like that,by the way my bf sms me jz nw i feel so relaxing n im so happy,so that i knw who i love then,but still bikinpanas also lah coz he also tired call me go shop take care...wat the damnmit...haishh if lah my bf will care me i wont go out and play around on guy anywer....but hope dun blame me also coz im not chasing them also..they cuming by themself also...ok then jz play thenn its only a game.....1st is stanley,2nd is sayang,3th is ljp...haish i also dunno what is goin on my feeling then.....hope next tyme i would be gud thennn

i had wonderful tyme lately

has a guy that i had been hated for long tyme ago

coz he so lin c last tyme..

but after that means in this year on march we hang out around for a while that i know who was him

actually he is so sweet sweet guy that i met...

he is so cute n adorable guy....he give a time that my bf never done to me..

he always a romance guy that u also would even try to know...

this few months he company me all the time to time...and its give me more love to knowing whats ins this worlds.

but so sad he also had gf already so thats no chance to be with him either..that calls wrong timing for we to get through together...he told me that his gf mightbe not coming back to visit him in here...thats make me think that why his gf being so unaprreciate to him...if me...my bf not coming to visit me that i had been so missing him...i would think that he maybe not loving me anymore...but what can i do.....

ok back to the sweet guys,,,,i jz finish companying him for 1 whole nites...that make me realise that he is that one guy really need a love from around on him especially his girlfriend....but nothing he can do if his girlfriend want to do like that...we don't know also what make his girlfreind think like.....

anyway i jz hope until when and what i can stay this lovely time with him....^^

Today is a moody day

what the fuck that girl..

what i've done to u actually..

is it wrong i find my own bestfriend in kolombong..

u dun have that power to control me to meet him or not..

he is my 1st freinds in my life ever....

who re u to disturb our relationship..

i've been good to you to leave my freinds didnt find him at all...

i have already passion to u....

u re his gf...then how lah...im his brother sister gf bf also gat the feel...

we re close fren and u cant breaks,,,so better shut u mouth dun find problem with me....

im so hot with my problem and u want find problem with me...

re u crazy.......but its nvmlah...atleast my frends liaw chian lii will treat me a gud freind im so happy also...and the girls so lucky to have a bf like my bestfriend.....she not aprrecite..then she got to get lose and lili will say bye bye to herrrr.....

ISHHHHHHH BIKIN PANAS BETUL OHHH~~~~~~~

had crush with one person...

We know each other on 6/11/2010
we him sayang..n my bestie call him darling...
we love him we care him because he is interesting guys...
he is to nice until we cant say whats a bad in himself...
he is our supporter in work and always help us is like backbone for our body...
thats whats we also dont like because he is to nice with his x...name SC.....
i really dun like at all that girls bcoz she didnt even appriciate what a guys in front of her...what a suck gurl....jz get lose from our sayang life then.......i miss him so much even we cant be together..because of condition at work and situation friends also...so disapointed