when i was young,i learn alot of survive...i learn much of coz from my dads...he teach me everything what he had on his experience...even so he go so early but he still beside me always...SURVIVE is the most totally used in my life...coz he is not with me so i have to get through all the hard ways..by myself..even its there no answer to all what i see i feel i broke it all....but when i was weak i dunno where i should go n tell whats my problem .....then i will make myself alone calm calm and calm down...go some where place that i used to be with my dads....then ill talk n ask ask ask again even there is no answer of it....but lastly i will ask god to take care of my dady n my gong gong,and my popo....hope they will happy in n dun let them see me when i was weak...and after calm i will get the answer always...thats the way me re....but im always miss them so much...and i see my all love bro n sis their life make me to move on for them....as long i can defeat the hards ways.....and certain people what i see n investigates them everyday,anywere,evrymoment.....im just need most is my day come but he is not in there to walk with me n see..thats make me so undare to get a rite person...coz i cant accept others if there is no understanding on me.i will be go strong and be strong as well..to get my achievement to my family especially my dady....i write this coz i dunno who i want to tell dy.....i just keep it as noted so that i can see and again make me stronger as well...thank you dads....i love u the most.....